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About a year ago, a single male friend of mine mentioned that his efforts at finding a long-term relationship were being hamstrung by the fact that an increasing number of the women he met on dating apps were already married.

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Lookking became interested in the inner lives of such women, women rebelling against the constraints of monogamy or refusing to be married in the usual way. One woman, having heard about my interest, offered to tell me about her experience on Ashley Madison, a dating app designed for married people seeking out affairs. There was an element of excitement and danger, but alongside that were feelings of loneliness, insecurity, isolation, and shame, the same feelings that made her want to cheat in the first place.

It would be a relief, she said, just to tell someone what it was really like. Here is what she told me. It started with rage. I was home alone and I Married but lonely looking for someone to chat with out my window and noticed a police car outside. It turned out his business was being sued by the city. I was so angry.

It was at that moment that I decided I was going to have an affair. I just wanted to do whatever I wanted.

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He was the one to make all the big decisions about our financial life, our business. So I went on a diet.

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I bought some new clothes. And then I set up a profile on Ashley Madison. I was someobe nervous at first, but I liked that you can make your profile picture blurry to make yourself less identifiable, that the site offered some privacy.

I liked that the men had to send me their photos first and I could evaluate them. They aomeone kept pouring in. A lot of the messages were explicit, men sending pictures and asking for measurements. Women want sex Dora Bay sent a one-word message: I wanted someone who would be easy to talk to and have a good sense of humor.

So I started sorting through messages, looking for ones that seemed to come from real people. It was kind of overwhelming. Eventually I started chatting with a guy. We exchanged probably 50 emails.

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Margied He was funny and seemed nice. We seemed to be clicking, but then he asked for my cup size. I told him I was, like, probably around a C.

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And then he stopped talking to me. And … ugh. It was so demoralizing.

I took a break from the app. Then I went back. I started chatting with another guy.

We exchanged some good emails. He was married and had two kids. After a while, we agreed to meet in person. We both worked downtown so we found a coffee shop halfway between us.

I remember trying on different outfits, taking forever to leave the house that morning. My husband asked me if Lojely had an important meeting or something.

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Then I started to worry that I should have come a few minutes late, to not seem so desperate. I thought about going into aomeone restroom and waiting but when I looked up from my phone, he was there.

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I found him very attractive, very charming. After about 30 minutes, he smiled at me, and I thought he was going to ask if maybe we could get coffee again sometime Msrried, but instead, he kissed me. He just kissed me, right there in public. Well, that was how it felt.

There was a part of me I assumed was dead and suddenly there it was, alive and kicking. Anyway, we started getting lunch. I wanted us to make out first. We arranged a time to meet for drinks after work, went to a bar, then walked along the riverbank and made out. But I was a little disappointed when he picked a day three weeks in the future.

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I think those weeks passed more slowly than any three weeks of my life. I was so nervous, so excited, so scared.

The whole thing made me feel sexually alive again.

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I was just … I was devastated. I felt so humiliated. And I just felt empty.

I felt like maybe that was being too clingy. I felt awful. I deleted my Ashley Madison app. I deleted all his messages. But trying to cheat and failing at it is pretty bad, too. Anyway, I was pretty depressed Horny women near Detroit that.

I tried to distract myself with work. I got into a good graduate school, which helped a lot. At least someone wanted me!

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There was a moment where I thought about bringing up the idea of an open marriage to my husband, but something stopped me. I wanted to protect him from that.

A few weeks after the hotel date fell through, the guy started wih me again. He said he still wanted to see me and for it to happen but needed some time.

So in the meantime I started texting with that original match again, the one who asked about my cup size, and it seemed to be going well. Married but lonely looking for someone to chat with that point I just felt like, what am I doing? It occurred to me that this was one of the reasons I got married in the first place, to not feel so anxious and powerless, like the men had all the control.

But then I ended up feeling that way in my marriage. Now, I was feeling that way in trying to have an affair.

I was looking for something else, sex yes, but also, a connection. He said he would be open to that … if I were willing to have a threesome. This is just the way it seems to go with me and men, my lobely or otherwise. Already a subscriber? Log in or link your magazine subscription. Account Profile. Sign Out. Most Viewed Stories. Best of The Cut. More Stories.